Wednesday, December 29, 2010

(Almost) 32 Weeks!!

Oh sweet baby, mommy is doing such a bad job of updating...There has been so much going on..This weekend you will be 32wks..Can you believe it?! You are doing a TON of moving, and we had a scary moment last weekend..We were celebrating Christmas w/daddy's family, and contractions started. They hurt BIG time and we went speeding off to Marion General Hospital out in the boonies (where daddy's family lives) I was having contractions every minute, lasting for 30 seconds. It was not good news. Thankfully, the nurse there was very friendly and got them under control w/a shot Terbutaline. And you haven't acted up since then. I've felt extremely tired (your so big that finding a good sleeping position is tough), but no more contractions. Now, lets do your update =)

How far along? 31wk5d (see, *almost* 32 weeks)


Maternity Clothes: There is nothing else that fits. The belly is measuring in at 36wks. It's all maternity clothes and jammies. Your Nana bought me some black yoga style pants, and they have replaced my black scrub pants. So yeah, defn. maternity clothes


Body Oddities: I have PUPPP, the pregnancy induced rash/hives/welts. It's great fun, except in a not at all fun way. It itches SO bad, and it's not gonna stop til I have you, so I'm trying to figure out how to bathe in hydrocortisone cream. Also, I had a bad reaction to the sulfa in Macrobid, so I am completely broken out on my arms, legs, and then the PUPPP on my belly, looking really hot. Oh, and the stretch marks, oh my. They are serious!!

Sleep: I am exhausted, still. 3rd trimester fatigue is no joke. The last few weeks have felt like an eternity. About 3pm I get so tired I almost fall asleep at my desk..and I have a few times. Not to mention that I'm not sleeping very well at night, due to daddy being gone and being huge. Oh well, it gets me ready for when you will be here.

Best moment this week: Having Dr. F reassure me that if you were born now, you'd make it and you'd be healthy. We are at 8 months..Only 1 more month (technically) til you can legitamitely make your appearance. Let's hold out until at least 36 weeks, okay?


Worst Moment: The night in the hospital. Those contractions were painful and I was terrified at having you at only 31 weeks. I'm glad you decided to stay in for a while longer.

Movement: ALL THE TIME!! You are extremely active at night. You just roll, kick, punch, and turn all night long, It is hilarious to watch my belly move.


Food Cravings: Ice, lemonade, Cheetos, cheese, pork chops, pasta, pizza, carrotts, salad.


Rings: Off since the beginning of December (so 27 weeks?) Daddy got me a really pretty replacement set to wear for the rest of this pregnancy. It's lovely =)


Gender: Daughter, Girl, Female, Princess =)


Intense Dreams: Not that I'm remembering as much, since I'm not sleeping as soundly. There have been a few scary ones, but I wake up remembering that you are okay, and in my belly.


Medical Concerns: Measuring huge, PUPPP, hives, itchiness, back pain, it's so fun.


What I look forward too: Meeting you, and having our shower on the 15th!!




Emotional State: Still weepy, but the get out of my way attitude has come back. I can't put up w/any BS.

Monday, December 6, 2010

Movin & Groovin

Well Baby Froggy..Since the trip we took to the ER last Thursday (yep, you moved head down, weren't very active for 5 hours, and Dr. F, being as awesome as he is told momma to head to the hospital, and you were and are 100% fine) you have been so SO active. You are on a definite sleep/wake cycle, (and the sleep part doesn't last very long, we'll have to work on that) and when you are awake, you are AWAKE!! You want momma to know you are here. Right now you are moving so much that my belly looks like jello. It's crazy. And I love feeling you. It's the weirdest & coolest thing I've ever felt. I wish your daddy was here so he could feel it too. He definitely felt some huge kicks this weekend though..And Allie laid herself on my belly, and you were not having it, kicked her in the head, and it scared her so much she fell off the couch. It was hilarious. I just can't wait to meet you. To see who has been kicking me. To see if you have your daddies eyes, and my hair, long fingers and toes...but keep growing little girl..You don't need to come any sooner then when you are completely ready..We'll meet soon enough..I love you!!

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Your First Thanksgiving & Black Friday

Well, for starters, you have a new EDD..February 25, 2010!! I know you will come when your ready..but we already can't wait to meet you..Less then 3 months!!! And mommy got to see you again last week..You're gorgeous of course & have hair!! And I'm feeling you all the time. You are the most active between 9-11pm. And you usually don't wake up in the morning until after 7:30am (maybe you can keep up this schedule when you are born?) Daddy has felt you quite a few times, though you still hide from Grandma ;) Moo-Moo got to feel you yesterday, she was shocked!! Oh, and you kicked Allie in the head the other night because she was leaning on my belly..the nerve of that dog =)

Thursday was your first Thanksgiving..and you were a fan!! You really like turkey (which was surprising given the way I've had to avoid most meat at all costs during this pregnancy) and of course, mashed potatoes and dumplings (your great grandma's recipe). Momma was SO full!! And you kicked and kicked after we ate. And then I think you & I both went into a food coma. You were kicking, but they were in almost slow motion, like you were nodding off to sleep. It was hilarious!! Then Friday we went Black Friday shopping w/Aunt Lindsey, who guarded the belly like it was her full time job. It was crazy!! If we go next year, you'll most likely stay home, cause we go so early and it was waaaay to cold for babies out there. We did, however, see some re-re parents that had their kids out. That's just too much. You can stay home next year and cuddle w/daddy=)

Okay, now we are off to clean-up the house a little bit and go to the store..Oh, and you already have SO many presents it's unbelievable and you aren't even here yet. Everyone loves you little girl!!

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Name!!

You have a name little girl!! We've been going back and forth between 4 names and I just didn't like ANY of them, which I'm sure you heard me talking about. So I prayed about it and you (and God) told me your name today in my dreams...I don't want to post it yet..Cause I'm superstitious like that..But I can list what your initials will be..ELJ..We love the name and we told your grandma today and she is a big fan as well. It wasn't even CLOSE to anything on our lists, and it's *just* different enough. I love it..Can't wait to meet you..But please, stay in for at least 12 more weeks!! We're officially "full term" on 02-09-11. So you have to stay in til then!! We love you so much!!

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Movement!!

So guess what little girl!? 2 nights ago I was taking a bath, and I saw you move across my belly. I thought it was just my imagination, so I held my breath, and you did it again!! It was the coolest weirdest thing ever. So tonight, daddy & I were laying in bed, and you moved about 5 times!! It was amazing. Daddy thought it was so cool. Right now you are kind of going crazy moving around. I can't define what body parts I'm feeling, but it's definitely you, can't wait til we can tell if it's a foot or a butt!!

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

Big Babeh

Guess what little girl..You're measuring 3wks ahead!! Can you believe this!? That would make your due date 02-08-10. Oh my!! That's way early!! I get to see you in 2 weeks, cause big babeh=ultrasound. Dr. F just wants to make sure you are actually measuring this early, he's going to measure you and if you are a big girl (which I think you are, since you lodge your head in my ribs every.single.night) then, February it is. I can't wait to see you again. Oh, and your HB was 154. Very nice little girl, very nice.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Baby & Allie

Froggy Girl..I cannot wait til you meet our other gal, Allie. She is our (and your) Boxer dog. She is so, so cute. And she already loves you. She guards me all the time, no matter what and against everyone..Even though, the majority of the time, that means she is leaning on me. She loves to lay on my belly. I bet you can feel her. Some day soon, when your kicks get really strong, you'll have to give her one. I bet you've heard her bark, she can be loud, but she doesn't bark very often anymore. But she whines, and she "purrs" it's hilarious. All my baby books say that you will be used to her when you are born. That it won't even really affect you when she barks. I can't wait to see if that is true. Can't wait to introduce you to each other!!

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

20 WEEKS!!!

We're halfway there Froggy girl..And your daddy and I *still* cannot agree on a name.The only one we both like is Aurora...and sometimes Soren. We go back & forth between those 2. I always think of more, but daddy doesn't like them. Here's your update!!


How far along? 20 weeks today!!

Maternity Clothes: Heck yes. Most defn. And scrubs look so freaking ridiculous. Seriously. One pair was ordered way too big, and the other 2 won't fit by the end of the pregnancy. Stupid no PG scrubs. Oh, and I am so sick of sleeping in a bra. But if I don't, the boobies hurt SO BAD.


Body Oddities: Umm...how do I say this? My nipp.les are peeling-ish? I talked to Dr. F about it at my last visit and he said the skin is just hardening for breast.feeding. They hurt something crazy. I've been using some Lasinoh, but that shit make my nips attached to my bra, which then peels off my skin when I take it off. Tons of fun. I'm gonna have to find something else to use. Oh, and leg cramps. They are serious. And I have about 2-3 a night. And then my legs hurt the rest of the day. Gah.

Sleep: I am exhausted. This week, for some reason, I'm averaging 2-4hrs a night. Short nights and long days are making mommy a crab. Work is hard because I'm so tired, and those long hours make me even more tired. It's a vicious circle. I love when daddy is home because I sleep so, so good.

Best moment this week: Getting to 20 weeks!! It's a huge milestone. I cannot believe I'm 5 months pregnant!! We will meet you in 4 months!! That's not that far. When we first started this journey, 9 (actually 10) months seemed so, so long. I can't believe you'll be here that soon. Amazing!!


Worst Moment: The lack of sleep. It's making me forgetful and clumsy..and I'm sure pissing everyone off because I'm completely over-emotional and bitchy.

Movement: I'm sure you are moving. You are very active first thing in the morning. As soon as I wake up, you imm. start jumping on my bladder. It's a good thing there is a bathroom in our bedroom. I'm super ready to feel those "big" kicks, but Dr. F reminded me it might be another 22wks til we feel those. Oh well, enjoying what I feel for now.

Food Cravings: Ice cold drinks. I cannot drink something if it has been sitting out. Back to carbonated lemonade, love it!! And still Gatorade. And no chicken still. Oh, and I was craving chili cheese dogs today, so I had 2 from DQ. So good!!

Rings: Still on, even on the super hot days this week, they felt fine. But I still kind of want the big ol fake ones.


Gender: Still a girl, as far as we know. You're u/s nurse was 100% sure, so so am I.


Intense Dreams: Yep. And kind of freaking me out. Still whack-a-doo.

Medical Concerns: Lots of round ligament pains this week. And my back has started hurting my middle back mostly and my hips. Tons of fun.

What I look forward too: Meeting you & feeling big movements..oh and settling on a name!!


Emotional State: I had 6 meltdowns yesterday, I'm pretty sure that sums it up.

Monday, October 11, 2010

Oh Little Girl

I wonder if you feel things I am feeling? Do you feel sad when I do? It's not because of you, at all. It's because I miss your daddy so much. You have no idea how lucky you are that he is YOUR daddy. The only man I know who comes close, is my daddy (Grandpa). They are amazing men. I hope one day you find a man as good as him. He just called. He misses you and me. He wishes he could be here w/us. I cannot wait until he can feel you like I feel you (or, at least, what I think is you). You are already amazing. And we love you so much. I just wish we could come up w/a great name. So far, your just, little girl, or baby girl. We'll think of something before March, I promise!! You are laying sideways right now, I think you are asleep. Snooze away baby. Love you!!

Monday, October 4, 2010

18 Week Update

How far along? 18wk5d



Maternity clothes? Oh heavens yes. They are so comfortable. I don't think I want to go back to regular pants ever. My pants have a "secret fit belly" and it's a little thing that rolls up over the belly almost to the boobs and it makes all my pants look normal, not like that are maternity pants. It rolls down all the time. The pants are a little bit big (that makes mommy feel good). But the clothes are so cute, and everyone thinks I look "cute" pregnant..Here's hoping they're not lying.


Body Oddities? Umm, everyone tells me that I'm "all belly" which I think it funny because I wasn't the skinniest girl to begin with b/f I got pregnant. I'm actually all belly and boobs. Oh, and the leg cramps, my goodness, they hurt. But if I catch them before they really take hold, then I can stop them by flexing my toes. That seems to make them go away. But my legs ache all day.

Sleep? I'm averaging about 3-5hrs a night. Daddy is gone to the police academy during the week, and mommy has trouble sleeping w/o him in the house. Plus, every 3hrs (or less) it's a bathroom break and time to use my nasal spray. But I feel tired all the time. I use the weekends to catch up on sleep =)

Best moment this week? Feeling what I think was movement. You don't "flutter" so much as you "bonk." It literally feels like something is bonking into my pelvis, and my left side. And it's heavy. Today, I swear I felt little legs and a foot. And it was all day. I think you are sleeping right now, because I don't feel anything. Then, over the weekend, I didn't really feel much (which worried me) but the websites reassured me that you are still really small, and movements aren't the punches or kicks they will be in a few weeks. Oh, and realizing we are almost to 20 weeks..Halfway!!

Worst moment? I don't know if there was a "worst" moment. I don't like the round ligament pain. It worries me, especially when it feels like a tearing sensation, but it immediately goes away, and there haven't been any other bad symptoms (like bleeding). Oh, and the leg cramps, but those are bearable.

Movement? I think I'm feeling you. I don't know what else it could be. And like I said, it's not a flutter, but more of a heavy sensation. In the car last Friday (w/your dad) it literally felt like I was being tickled from the inside out. I know that was you!!

Food cravings? Gatorade. Back to no water. It's just not sitting well in my belly. Oh, and comfort food, like meatloaf (which grandma so graciously made for us last night), and salisbury steak, and mashed potatoes. So freaking good. And apples, Honeycrisp & Pink Lady.

Rings? Still on, but getting tighter. I think some cute, not cheesy, "fake" rings are in my near future.

Gender? You are undeniably a GIRL!! All those dreams I had were correct..I could not believe it when we found out at your 16wk appointment.


Intense Dreams?  Yes, but they're all whack-doo. Just weird. All kinds of different things and people mixed together. Weird.

Medical Concerns?  The round ligament pains bother me and scare me a little bit and they hurt, sometimes a lot. I may have to talk to Dr. F about if they get any worse.

What I miss? Breathing through my nose. I am so, so congested. Dr. F said that that is normal during pregnancy, and that because of my allergies and asthma, it's exacerbated. It will probably be like this until I deliver.

What I look forward to: Meeting you!! But before that, getting to the halfway point (20wks) which is in a little over a week. So insane that we are almost halfway to seeing you. Oh and feeling BIG movements!!


Emotional State? Emotional, lots. I tear up so easily and I really miss your daddy. I don't tell him all the time because I don't want him to worry too much. But him being gone makes me really lonely. But I'm happy a lot of the time too, especially when I feel you or when dad is around.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

You Are....

A GIRL!!! Which you've known all along..but surprised mommy so much!! We got to see you on the 4D u/s, it was absolutely amazing..and you are beautiful, and so active. Grandma and Grandpa were there w/daddy and I. It was really cool. You were moving all around and were determined not to show us what you were. But, since mommy's been sick,  I coughed, and that did it!! A girl!! Oh my goodness!! And here you are..





Thursday, September 16, 2010

Today is a big day!!

Froggy, today we are having our "big" ultrasound to see if you are a boy or a girl!! Momma really feels like you should let us know, and don't be stubborn (as you have been known to do). We have narrowed down our names and would love to start calling you one or the other. Can't wait to see you!!

Monday, September 13, 2010

Hi Baby!!

Just wanted to check in..I think I felt you move today...But I'm not sure, it's still pretty early for that. Today, mommy had to go see Dr. F because I was feeling really sick..Turns it I have bronchitis and an upper respiratory tract infection...But anyway, we got to hear your HB again..it was 160bpm..And so far, according to the old wives tale, you are a girl!! Anything over 140 supposedly is a girl..and you've been 180, 174, and 160 respectively. We'll find out in 3 days!! Oh my goodness. We are so excited to see you again!! It's been 6 weeks since your last u/s.. Love you!!

Monday, September 6, 2010

14wks5d

Oh, mommy is so bad!! It's been almost 4wks since I did an update..So here we go!!\


How far along? 14wks5d

Maternity clothes? Yes sirree. Dad and I took went to the outlet mall this weekend for the big Labor Day sales and I got 2 pairs of jeans, 1 pair of stretchy black dress pants, and 4 shirts from Motherhood Maternity..and it's funny because it was like you said "oh maternity clothes bought? Bump, OUT!!" Dad said I defn. look pregnant now. Oh good, cause I looked doughy before? =)

Body Oddities? Boobs are HUGE. Almost into an E cup. Oh goodness. Im gonna fall over. LOL. And I'm starting to have trouble sleeping because of side sleeping..Thanks to the belly =) Oh and congestion, lots of it. 2 Benadryl every night and 1 Actifed during the day. Probably til your born.
 
Sleep? Still loving it..but not getting as much as I want due to the 3-4x a night potty breaks and not being able to get completely comfortable. And there have been some days lately that I have *needed* a nap while I've been at work..but no dice.


Best moment this week? The bump making an appearance. It really looks like I'm pregnant. I may look like I'm 6 mos instead of 4, but whatever, I'll take it. And if one.more.person asks how many are in there, they are going to get punched. Seriously. My baby is healthy, back the f up and my doctor thinks my weight on point, and my husband loves the belly, so there

Worst moment? My boobs hurt so bad in the morning. I haven't gotten a "sleep" bra yet, and I didn't realize that it would help. I meant to get one this weekend, but that didn't happen, and I'm paying for it.


Movement? Not that I can feel, or at least, I don't know that I'm feeling it. Some of the momma's on my due date board say they are, but IDK. Dr. F (your OB) said we wouldn't feel it til 18-22wks..But I'm still hoping for earlier =)

Food cravings? Still Lemonade, the carbonated kind. And I had about a gallon of water this week, and it was still nasty and made me feel sick to my stomach. Oh, and Mexican, especially El Rodeo by our house. SO, SO good!!

Rings? Still on, but getting tight. I told DH that it's time to start shopping for my "pregnancy rings." And I'll wear my real ones around my neck, but I don't want to get them stuck on and have to have them cut off at some point.

Gender? 100% think it's a boy, but I've had 4 girl dreams. And we have a boy name, and we LOVE it. Girl names? Can't agree on any!! We find out in 10 days if your a frogger or a froggette!! OMG!!


Intense Dreams? Yes, and sometimes violent, and other times hysterically dumb. I think I am constantly thinking about daddy leaving in 2wks, so I have dreams about how I'm going to defend myself if someone tries to break in..which, I'm not *really* worried about..we live in a very safe neighborhood. So yeah, intense is a good word.

Medical Concerns? Still not able to drink water very well. I have to drink it fast and it has to be ice cold. Still, yuck. My asthma has been out of control, but Dr. F said that was because of my allergies and you getting bigger and pushing on my diaphragm. Probably just gonna stay that way til birth..Already taking my breath away =)


What I miss? Sleeping on my belly..I am so not a side sleeper. I need a snoogle..Dad will have to get me one soon.



What I look forward to: 10 days..we find out if you are a boy or a girl!!! We are so excited!!


Emotional State? Tired, as always, and still cry at the smallest things...the anger is a little more under control, but I still get peeved easily.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Mommy Is So Tired

Froggy, I should be doing your 11wk update..But I am so sleepy. I thought the exhaustion (and nausea) were supposed to wane by now..You are a stubborn baby..You want to make sure mommy knows you are there..And you've become quite the bump now..I've had 2 people (w/my permission) rub the belly. And it's not just fat..and it's you!!! Okay, I will do the update tomorrow, but for now, we must sleep..apparently =)

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

10w6d

I had this started yesterday..and obviously came home exhausted..So here is your update..Better late then never =)



How far along? 10wks 6d




Maternity clothes? Nope, but I *am* tempted. They look so comfy..But I tried some on yesterday, and they were like tents..and since Im only (almost) 11wks, IDK. I think maternity clothes are for the 2nd trimester. The shirts were huge and there is no way Im ready for mat pants. Way too big. But any shirts that aren't loose-ish are very uncomfortable..Esp. in the booby area. I have a bump, but nothing that doesn't look like 1 too many donuts.


Body Oddities? Bruising *really* easily. Like way more then normal. Dr. J said this was due to the Lovenox, and the bruises are hanging out for 4-6 WEEKS. I look like a victim of domestic violence. Esp. my belly where I have to do the shots. I guess I got lucky, other ladies that are taking high dose Lov or Heparin tell me that it could be a lot worse. But Im bruising if I get hugged to hard. Oh well. I'll have to show you the pics when you get here. Oh, and still craving anything acidic..Diet Sunkist Lemonade (which is carbonated) is the BEST thing I have ever drank!! And last night, I had some raspberry lemonade at Olive Garden..so so good!!!
Sleep? Craving it!!! Like I did in the first few weeks. I think the evening nausea and aches & pains has a lot to do with it. When Im asleep, I don't feel any of that. But at the same time, there are probably 2 nights out of the week that I have minor insomnia, nothing like what I had pre-pregnancy..But there are times I've stayed up til 11, and have paid for it big time the next morning.


Best moment this week? Graduating from the RE to the OB. And not even high risk!!! Dr. J said everything looks perfect, and we don't need to have any of the screening tests (CVS or Amnio) because you look *that* good. So, so excited!! But it was a bittersweet moment. Dr. J & his staff have really helped me keep my cool by answering all my questions (no matter how dumb they were). And, they got us pregnant, safely. I just wish he was an OB so we didn't have to change doctors. Good OB's are hard to find. I have 4 to call today to see if I can get an appt. We'll see how that goes.

Worst moment? I was really worried about yesterday's u/s. IDK what it was, but I have a few due date buddies who lost their precious babies the last few weeks, and I was wondering if our "luck" had run out. Oh, and a friend that I graduated from HS with was in a horrible accident and most likely will be taken off life support later this week. It just really made me stop and think..and worry, of course.
Movement? Froggy, you are like your mommma. You like your sleep & strongly dislike being woken from it. We were watching you on the u/s and Dr. J said "the baby is sleeping, want to wake her up?" Of course I said yes, and so he pushed on my uterus twice, and the 2nd time you did the "startle" movement and then did a complete flip. You were not a fan!!

Food cravings? Any kind of lemonade (minus the pulp) esp. carbonated and pink lemonade. BUT, only from a can or from the fountain. Not the mix stuff. Ugh. Yucky. Tried a lemon shake up at the fair, no dice. Too much pulp and not cold enough. And still pizza, but Im craving fresh fruite, esp. grapes & Pink Lady apples.

Rings? Still on. No problem..again, it's still 9 jabillion degrees, they are still a little loose.

Gender? Now Im kind of leaning towards girl. The dream..Plus your heartbeat was 180bpm. So supposedly anything 140+ is a girl..We'll see next month. I think a girl would be awesome..But a boy would be just as wonderful..Can't wait to find out!!!


Intense Dreams? Yes, but lately they've been anxiety filled. People getting hurt or dying or something happening to you. It's a SUCH a relief when I wake up. So that's causing me not to have such great sleep..Ugh.

Medical Concerns? Still not able to drink water, and really tired. But Dr. J said those are both just PG-related and not to worry since I can still keep fluids down. Oh, and the nausea is back in a big way. Hopefully only a few more weeks.  Pregnancy, the only time normal people will put up w/months of vomity sickness.



What I miss? "Coloring" w/dad. I have no drive and I am so, so tired by the time I get home from work, there is no way it's happening..Hopefully the start of the 2nd tri will bring some energy along w/it.



What I look forward to: Well, we graduated at today's visit!! Now mommy has to find an OB. OMG. A real baby doctor..Can you believe it?! And of course, just like last week, we can't wait to find out what you are..Oh and seeing each new u/s picture..you are getting so big!!


Emotional State? Tired, and the mood swings..omg!! They are insane. Mostly angry to sad and back again. The dumbest things make me cry. Hollie won Hell's Kitchen last night, I cried, dad didn't get bread, I yelled. Im sure he's about sick of it =)

Friday, August 6, 2010

Your First State Fair

Froggy...We are going to the State Fair today..Your first fair!!! Mommy is going to attempt to eat a pork tenderloin sandwhich (and a grilled cheese, and an elephant ear, and a freezy, etc). I haven't had meat for almost 2 weeks..so hopefully you'll let me have at least one sandwhich. This time next year we'll be *taking* you to the fair..This will be the first time Moo-Moo (your big sis) will be able to actually see you..On the u/s photos from 8wks5d and I have a little bit of a bump. We get to see you again on Monday (trying to not be *so* nervous, but I can't wait til I can feel you move around & KNOW you are in there). Also, if you want to be really adventourous and around the middle of September, let us know if you are a frogger or a froggette, that'd be awesome. But if you want to wait a little bit, we'll let it go =) We can't wait to find out if your a boy or a girl..OMG..This is really happening!! Love you!!

Sunday, August 1, 2010

9wks4d

So baby, mommy hasn't been such a good blogger this last week. You really kicked the all-day sickness up to unbelieveable proportions, so I've been pretty much sleeping if Im not working..But here is your latest update =)


How far along? 9wks 4d

Maternity clothes? Not yet. My old jean capris still fit, albeit w/a ponytail holder going through the button hole..A trick I learned from some blogg friends. You are defn. making yourself known. Oh, and the first few weeks bloatiness? Basically all gone. I actually don't look 6mos. pregnant anymore, and you can see the bump, not just the fat.



Body Oddities? I think Im too alkaline. All I want to drink are acidy drinks (lemonade and pink lemonade being the current favorites). Water still makes me gag and hurl (tap or from the bottle) and I am pretty much off all carbonated beverages. You are a weird one. I also am *in love* w/sour Jolly Ranchers. Im not sure how to fix the whole being to alkaline thing, I'll talk to Dr. J about it in a week. I do think though, that I've had so many JR's that I might have a cavity. Oh good. I hate the dentist on a good day, when Im not PG. Hmm..Here's hoping there isn't one. Oh, and this week, the all day nausea and sickness was bad enough that I had to have Dr. J call in some Zofran. Miracle. But sometimes causes massives headaches, but at least I can eat.



Sleep? Still, interrupted sleep. There were 2 nights in the past week that I was in bed at 8:30 and didn't get up until 7:00am. Im still visiting the bathroom 2-3x a night. But no more nightly dry heaving (hopefully I didn't just jinx it.)


Best moment this week? Seeing you moving around on the ultrasound. It was beyond cool, and is still beyond surreal. You look like a baby now too, and not just an alien frog. But, your nickname sticks. Even grandma's call you Little Froggy. Lovely =) Oh, and daddy got you 2 outfits, Aunt L & Uncle C got you a frog bib (from Rainforest Cafe in Chicago, we will have to take you there) amoung some other gifts you have received. It's pretty rad. We are actually having a baby.


Worst moment? The nerves re-kicked in. IDK why. I just keep thinking at any moment you could die and I wouldn't even know it. IDK what Im gonna do when we move to an OB and I only have ultrasounds like every 2mos. OMG!!
Movement? Nothing I can feel, but I defn. have photographic proof that you are moving and groovin =)

Food cravings? Pizza & salad w/red wine vineagerette dressing. Your dad is SO sick of pizza and I want it all the time, for every meal. Cheese only. Im completely off meat of any kind for the time being. IDK how Im gonna get my protein. Mmm, a salad sounds good right now!!

Rings? Same as last week, maybe a little tighter, but I think that's because it's been so stinkin hot here. I can't wait til Im big pregnant in the summer. That's gonna be fun. Glad it's not happening on our first go round.

Gender? So I've been pretty much convinced you are a boy. I've had no girl thoughts, haven't looked at girl clothes, none of it. Friday night, had the clearest dream ever, and in it, you were most defn. 100%..a girl!! I wonder if momma's dreams are correct. Guess we'll find out next month.

Intense Dreams? Yep. Very detailed. Oh, and those, um sexually based dreams my PG books talked about..1 a night, every night, for the last week. So good, since dad and I aren't currently allowed to color. Hmm, bet he's about sick of that.

Medical Concerns? The alkalinity, and the no protein. I'll have to make sure Im gonna be okay. Dr. J wasn't too concerned about the no water issue, as long as I was keeping some kind of fluids down. He said to try those flavored waters..Uhh..No.

What I miss? Not much. Right now, I can't even think about eating meat, so I don't miss it. I miss not having to pee every couple of hours, but hey, a symptom is a symptom. I'll keep it.


What I look forward to: Finding out what you are!! I mean, besides a baby, which we know. Hopefully we can do this b/f daddy leaves for the academy. Oh and "graduating" from the RE to the OB..which might happen at our next visit..OMG!! Oh, and getting to double digits on Wednesday!!

Emotional State? Still emotional, mostly cranky and moody. Your dad loves it..Except not, but he doesn't get mad, he just laughs and calls me a whiney crankpot (which I completely am). Oh, and still, taking no BS. I've completely got my self-confidence back =)

Saturday, July 24, 2010

8wks3d

How far along? 8wk3d


Maternity clothes? Not exactly..But I did have to buy some "looser" shirts last week. Some of my tshirts and dressier shirts are a little snug across the belly area and a lot snug in the boob area. I defn. have the start of a bump.

Body Oddities? More round ligament pain..and I thought I had morning (or in my case) all day sickness bad the last 2 weeks?! Umm..no, very pronounced basically starting exactly on day 1 of wk 8. I am not a fan. I feel sick about 22hrs a day. And tap water makes me throw up, so Im sticking w/my juice, lemonade, & Diet Sunkist.

Sleep? Fatigue is back in a big way this week. I had a couple of days that I felt pretty good, but now, tired all the time. Yawning all the time. But sleep hasn't been as sound as it's been interrupted 2-3x a night by needing to pee and or dry heave. Fun.

Best moment this week? Getting to 8wks. It's the little milestones that make me so happy. And your dad thinks you can hear him, so he talks to my belly (you) all the time. He'll probably be the first voice you recognize. Also, we get to see you again Monday, so that will probably be the "best" moment of week 8. Oh, and your daddy got accepted in the State Police academy!!! That is such a weight lifted from our shoulders..now we will be financially stable and you can be more spoiled ;)

Worst moment? The incessant nausea. And craving bad things, like pizza & pasta. Im gonna be a blimp, and Im betting those will be your favorite foods as well =)

Movement? Still, nothing I can feel. But my little updates say you are "constantly moving." So awesome. Can't wait til I can feel you myself.
Food cravings? I had my first real "craving" on Thursday night. I wanted chili cheese fries something awful, so dad took me to DQ and i had those & a chili cheese hot dog. You were a fan =)
Rings? Same as last week, still on, no finger swolleness.

Gender? Still, no idea. Im waffling. This week, it feels like a boy.

Intense Dreams? Yep, and still weird. A couple of nightmares the past few days, and a few where I needed to pee in my sleep so bad that I woke up and had to use the restroom.

Medical Concerns? Not really concerns, since Dr. J's office calls me back so quickly. The RLP and achiness are normal, the nausea is concerning, along w/my inability to drink water, but I'll talk to Dr. J about that on Monday.

What I miss? Meat. Im pretty much protein free right now. I can't even stomach looking at most meats. I did manage to get down half a spicy italian sub from Subway last night, but it made me nauseated about 2hrs later.

What I look forward to: Seeing you Monday, and getting to double digits (that happens August 4th) and finding out what you are =) Oh and looking pregnant and not just fat.

Emotional State? I am not a crier, so when I well up at stupid stuff, your dad, still, just laughs. Oh, and I can't take any BS. Very moody, cranky. Ugh. But I love it all!!

Sunday, July 18, 2010

X-Ray Vision

Sometimes I wish I had it so I could look in on you and make sure everything is okay..Sometimes, I find myself almost forgetting that Im pregnant..But then, the symptoms kick back in & I remember. Plus, you are making yourself known little frog..mommy's got a bump. Small, but noticeable. Ambitious, I think so. We are scheduled to see you again 1wk from tomorrow..So you better be okay, just doing your thing, moving around etc. Your grandparents "met" you today. We took them your first picture (from almost 2 weeks ago!!) and grandma said you were a cute pea pod and grandpa thought that you were really neat. That's pretty big praise from them. And grandma was telling everyone about you at the reunion today, and what a hard road it's been to get you..and how you are a miracle. She was pretty pumped=)

Okay, mommy is exhausted from being in the car and being social all day..love you!!

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Funny Symptoms

So I feel kind of bad posting all my PG stuff on my regular blog, because I know a lot my "followers" are ttc and I know how I felt reading about other's pregnancies, when I was struggling myself. And I respect them, and so Im gonna post that kind of stuff here =)

Baby, you are giving me all kinds of symptoms. It's so cool to have them, even the ucky ones. A new one I discovered last night, Spree's give me vicious heartburn..omg. It's ridiculous..but I love them, so I put up w/the heartburn. Our doggy (Allie) ate my TUMS about a week ago, and I still haven't gotten replacements. Ugh. But it's funny too. Other things that give me heartburn, spaghetti w/any kind of red sauce, anything containing tomatoes (ketchup, salsa) and I really haven't eaten any kind of red sauce for 2-3wks. Pizza seems to sit a little better, but I feel nauseated after I eat it. Oh, and milk=heartburn city, good thing I only eat it w/really healthy stuff like Oreos or cinnamon rolls =) Other symptoms, all day sickness. It kicked in hardcore right at 7wks. I had a puke episode a few Tuesday's ago, but so far, not another one. But I am nasuseated all day long. And I've realized I have to basically snack all day, and Wheat-Thins are a girls best friend. Im pretty much completely over my love affair w/Diet Sprite, and I've moved on to pink lemonade & Diet Sunkist. Mhmm!! Oh, and orange fused strawberry Sunny D..Delish!! I've been exceptionally thirsty the last week, which has led to exceptionally a lot of peeing. I've been getting up 2-3x a night since 5.5wks. It seems to be picking up though more during the day. Im sure it will just be worse as you get bigger..Can't wait, seriously. That's what indoor plumbing is for. Although, tomorrow, we are going to a family reunion, and it's a 4hr. car ride. Mommy may have to take a can or something..lol. Also, I am having BIG food aversions. I haven't even been able to look at chicken, of any kind, since week 5. And I miss it!! But when I think about it raw, I gag. Then this week, all meat went out of the window. I don't want any meat of any kind. NONE!! I got a salad today, and there was ham & turkey on it, and I had to pick it off. So nasty. Makes my stomach turn just thinking about it. Tomorrow, at the reunion, we are having a cook-out, so what is momma gonna eat? Im gonna have to take a box of Wheat-Thins and some mac & cheese. Ugh, I can't even imagine the smell of hotdogs & hamburgers cooking. Yikes. Your dad cannot believe my food aversions, and how I can't even look at the food if someone else is eating it. Such as, yesterday, we went to a buffet (not the best decision w/my ick stomach) and dad had spare ribs, I had to look anywhere but at him, and then had to cover the left-overs w/a napkin. And I've also realized that if I don't eat when Im hungry, I get really, really sick to my stomach. And small meals or snacks seem to do the job during the day. But today, I have been STARVING. I've eaten pretty healthy, but I just can't get full. And then, when my stomach feels empty, the sick feeling starts all over. Oh, and on the nasty side...gross poops like clockwork every morning. I'll take that for the next 7mos over vomitting any day. But dude, it's shows that you are there, and it makes me happy.

Also, this isn't really a symptom, but I already have a small bump, and I know it's not fat. Im fat in my belly area (mostly fat, 25% from the injections/bruising), but you are from the top of my pubic area to below my bellybutton, and there's a layer of fat, but underneath, it's hard, and there is no "sucking it in." It's pretty awesome. I've looked at some friends pics, and they all had a bump by 8wks, and we're almost there (I can't believe it!!!) Hopefully, I don't look too ginormous tomorrow, and get the "are sure your only 7.5wks" or "are there 2 in there." Ugh, should've lost more weight before getting PG. Oh well. I'll just slap those people. Oh and baby, you have made me completely unable to put up w/bullshit. I absolutely cannot handle it, and I can smell it a mile away. I don't have time for people acting like a-holes. I haven't come out and landblasted anybody, but that may happen soon, as the hormones continuing going up. Oh, and I cry at anything emotional..like Home Makeover or someone being voted off America's Got Talent. Lovely. Your dad snickers at me..Grr.

Okay, my mac & cheese is almost done and your telling me Im hungry. Love you!!

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Belly Shots =)

6wk4d (belly is swollen from shots)
7wks..That little bump below mommy's hand..is you!!

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

7 weeks!!!

How far along? 7wks0d

Maternity clothes? Nope, but it's a good thing I get to wear scrubs everyday..My belly is still swollen and tender..and after I eat, even if it is a small meal, ugh, I look 80 months PG.

Body Oddities? Well, this week, I actually experienced my first bout w/"round ligament pain." I didn't know that's what it was, and it was really uncomfortable.  I can't believe my body is already growing to accomodate you Frogster. I thought that only happened like when you got big, BIG. Apparently, not.

Sleep? Umm, I crave it. Like other people crave certain foods, I am actually craving sleep. I just feel exhausted..I made DH go out and buy black-out curtains for our room so I could sleep better. We have 72in. windows and the sun just blazes in all the time and makes the room about 10 degrees hotter then the rest of the house. The curtains are a miracle. I'd marry them if I could =)
Best moment this week? You're "urgent" ultrasound on Monday. After feeling the pains, I figured something was really wrong...I talked to Dr.J and he explained what was going on, but for my peace of mind he wanted me to come in for an ultrasound. So during the ultrasound, I got to see you again (still, most photogenic baby EVER) and then there was this sound..Loud & fast..And it was YOUR heartbeat!!! I couldn't believe it. I just giggled, it was so surreal. I have 2 heartbeats..Mine & yours. I wish daddy had been there, but he will be there for our next appt. It was the coolest thing I have ever experienced. Your heartbeat is a beautiful sound.

Worst moment? The scared-ness of the round ligament pain, but after Dr. J (and Dr. Google) explained it, I felt better...and it was pretty cool that you are making yourself known in so many ways, so early.

Movement? Not that I can feel, but my updates tell me that you are moving all the time..I can't wait to feel you!!

Food cravings? CARBS!! Bring it on. But it depends on the day, the nausea has been really bad the past few days..Oh, and donuts!!

Rings? Same as last week, still on, no finger swolleness.


Gender? Not a clue..But now, Im kind of leaning towards girl..but my gut says it's a guy!!


Intense Dreams? Yes. And weird. Like dreaming about people I went to high school or college with. People I haven't seen in 5-8 years. Odd.

Medical Concerns? Not really, each ultrasound makes me feel more positive, like this is really happening!!

What I miss? I still sometimes have a craving for chicken nuggets, but then I see them, and that's it. I don't even miss it really anymore, it just grosses me out for some reason. Oh, and coloring my hair. Now we'll all know what color hair I *really* have..=)


What I look forward to: Seeing you again on July 26th..We'll be almost 9wks..and getting to 12 weeks. And finding out what you are..I didn't know if we were going too, but now, I can't wait..I want to know SO bad!!
Emotional State? Umm, if it's emotional, I start crying. That's all there is to it. Someone tells a sad story? Tears. Someone gets kicked off Hell's Kitchen? Tears. Your daddy just cracks up. So dumb =)

Friday, July 9, 2010

6wk 2d





How far along? 6wk2d


Maternity clothes? Nope, but my belly has been severely bloated and tender. Nurse Laurie told me that the bloatyness should go down by week 7-8 and that my belly is so swollen because of the shots. Durrrr.

Body Oddities? Still, boobies. They are getting huge fast. I've gone up a cup size in 6wks. And I *just* bought new pretty bras on vacation. I refuse to get more until I have too. But I must say, the cleavage, nice. And, my whole abdomen/boob area is pretty tender, more so then last week. IDK. But it's all for the good!! Oh, and my nipples, way darker and bigger. So weird!!
Sleep? So the fatigue went away for about 48 hrs, and came back w/a VENGEANCE today. I've already taken a 2.5 hr nap and Im headed to bed after I post this. I seem to be getting up 1-2x a night to pee. Never have I ever had to do this before..Love it!!
Best moment this week? For sure, the ultrasound yesterday. It was amazing. And so surreal. Like, I can't believe this is happening. I actually have a baby inside my body. And Nurse Laurie saying things like "perfect" and "beautiful." Seeing our baby, a milestone we've never gotten to before!!
Worst moment? Vomitting. I hate vomitting. Seriously. I'll hold it in as long as I can. But Tuesday morning, there was to be none of that. And all day nausea. DH & I went out to dinner tonight and I ordered food that I usually like, couldn't eat but 2 bites of it before I felt sick. Ugh. But totally worth it.
Movement? Same as last week, but I can't feel it.

Food cravings? Pasta, apples, & cauliflower w/red wine vinagerrette dressing. I know.

Rings? Same as last week. Still on, no swolleness yet.


Gender? No clue. But I still feel like it's a guy, while everyone else seems to think it's a gal.


Intense Dreams? Still very vivid, and this week, turned sexually based..fun times =)

Medical Concerns? Just the bloaty-ness and the bruising. Besides that, everything seems to be going well. And as previously mentioned, the U/S set aside my fears for the baby..for now.

What I miss? Chicken!! I still can't even stand LOOKING at it, let alone smelling or eating it.


What I look forward to: Seeing Froggalicious again on July 19th!! And getting to 12 weeks (on August 18th, but who's counting?)

Emotional State? I cried at the America's Got Talent Auditions..so that pretty much answers that.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

You Are So Photogenic!!

Froggalicious!! We got to see you today!! You are GORGEOUS!! We are biased though..But everyone at mommy's office thinks the same thing. Everyone except me thinks you are a girl..We'll have to see in about 14 weeks. Right around mommy & daddy's anniversary!! Today was the first time I considered myself pregnant..We get to see you again on July 19th..I'll be almost 8wks, and Nurse Laurie said we'll get to see your heartbeat..So just keep growing..We are ecstatic!! We even got a special picture frame for your first picture, and then one for each of your grandparents..Well, actually, you have 3 sets of grandparents, but they didn't have 3 frames. I don't want this pregnancy to go by too fast, but I'd love to get to 12wks quickly. Then I can breathe a little bit easier. We love you!!

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Oh Little Froggy

We love you so, so much. Momma is so scared about the ultrasound tomorrow. Im always afraid that being too stressed, or angry, or not eating enough, or too much, or bad decisions I've made in the past will effect you. I know most of that is ridiculous. In fact, you made yourself very well known w/the barf-fest this morning and the all day nausea. But Im nervous. I want you to be okay. 11hrs and counting..See you soon!!

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Nausea

So all my Dr. Oz baby book, and the trillion & one websites I've joined told me nausea could start as early as week 4 or later, like week 6. So here we are Frogg-o, at 5wks6d, and I start off my week w/nausea. And Im not complaining (yet). Not barfy at this point, but defn. not completely on my game. Saltines and a Sprite Zero are calling my name. Im loving every minute of it, because it means you are there, making yourself known. =)

Thursday, July 1, 2010

5wks 1d

So this may be jumping the gun, which is why Im posting it here..instead of on the regular blog..We get to see you in 7 days!!!

How far along? 5wk1d




Maternity clothes? I sure hope not!!


Body Oddities? Boobs hurt, constantly. Just to touch them sends me into spasms. Im such a baby. Also, Froggy, you are tearing up mommy's skin. It was doing really good until recently, Im sure it's due to all the upped hormones, but my goodness. My pores are kind of huge. Oh, and my allergies to our dog? Back in full force.

Sleep? Pretty much tired 99% of the time. Im probably gonna go to bed after I type this. Since last week, it's been in bed b/f 9pm every night. Plus naps on the weekends. The 12 hr days at work aren't helping much.

Best moment this week? Getting to 5wks. Each week seems like a milestone. Oh, and figuring out how to make the Lovenox shots hurt NOT so much.


Worst moment? Freaking out that because I took a bath, I fried you. I took another pg test (blazingly positive) and asked Nurse Laurie if it was okay. She said it was, no more then 20mins though.

Movement? Probably, but I can't feel it yet. Not for awhile.


Food cravings? Pork tenderloin sandwhiches, protein (except chicken) and PASTA!!


Rings? Defn. still on. Haven't gotten swollen hands yet.



Gender? No idea yet for sure..But I have this gut feeling it's a little dude.


Intense Dreams? Pretty vivid. I've always been a vivid dreamer, but these are very detailed.


Medical Concerns? None really..Except hoping everything is going well in there, since so far, all I have are the + tests. Hopefully we have a pic to post next Thursday night.


What I miss? Caffeine!!



What I look forward to: Right now, it's the small things. Seeing a perfectly live baby in the right place next week. Oh, and stopping the shots, but that won't be til the end of the 1st trimester.


Emotional State? Does tired work here? I find myself welling up a lot more often.

Monday, June 28, 2010

Your Heartbeat

So, Frogalicious, it would be totally awesome if you would let momma & dad see your HB at your u/s next Thursday. Just to show Dr. J & Laurie what an overachiever that you are. You know how I know you're an overachiever? Cause I have this PG calendar, and I should *just now* be getting a positive PG test..You showed up at 3wk4d, 3wk5d, 3wk6d etc. And then, your beta went up 129% in 48 hrs. Ambitious I tell you. And my symptoms have shown up really early (for which Im thankful, I promise, even if I bitch about them.) Heartburn and a little nausea came into play on Sunday..and have hung out. TUMS and I have become best buds, hope you like the strawberry flavor. And the tiredness, goodness. So back to the HB. My calendar is telling me that the *earliest* that we will be able to see/hear it will be 6wks3d, another calendar says 7wks is the best bet. We plan on seeing you on 6wks1d and it would be really awesome to see it, cause mommy will be really worried if we don't. So, thats my request for the next 2 weeks. We'd just love to see the HB, but seeing you in person will be so, so awesome!! We even got special picture frames for your grandparents and one for us. I'll have to post pics of them when we have your picture. Okay, thats momma's request =)

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Little Froggy..

You better never give mommy any grief!! Those Lovenox shots hurt!! Dad has help me hold the area and today we didn't realize that the needle was headed for a vein until it was already in. It hurt SO bad. It still hurts while Im sitting here..But, anything to keep you safe little dude (or dudette). Love you!!  But you better be good!!

Saturday, June 26, 2010

The First Post-4wks 3d

So little Froggy, this blog is dedicated to you..momma's gonna try and come here every day or so and just do little updates and whatnot so we can remember this time..

A little background..Your dad & I have been married since October 4, 2008. We've weather quite a few storms in the last 2 years..We seperated last spring, came back together last summer, and have had 5 miscarriages. I've been dx'ed w/3 clotting disorders and recurrent pregnancy loss. You, sweet baby, are a miracle and a much wanted and hoped for child. You have no idea how happy you have already made daddy & I!! We've never really been "this far" in a pregnancy before. We've had good numbers on our beta tests and 4 positive pregnancies tests (including a digital!!) to prove you are really in there. We are so thankful that your brother & sisters in heaven decided to send you to us. Hopefully they are watching over the three of us, and keeping us all healthy and safe.

So far, I have 3 main symptoms. I am EXHAUSTED all the time, no matter how much sleep I get. My chest hurts, constantly, and Im moody. Im trying to keep the bitchiness under control, but it doesn't always work. Oh, and my appetite has already changed. The nausea isn't too strong yet, but I have a feeling you are gonna be a stubborn child and make momma sick to her stomach. I also have a feeling your a little dude. Forgive me if your a gal..But I've felt that way from the moment we found you were on your way. I know everyone says it's too early for all of this, but I don't think so. Sometimes, momma's just know. We'll get to see you in a little over a week, there'll be a "wand" to take your picture, but don't be scared. Dr. J is just making sure you're alright in there, moving around and all that jazz. So make sure you hang out, oh, until at least late February. We can't wait to meet you!!